Ang sarap lang ng feeling na alam mong may taong nagpapahalaga pa din sayo despite of all what happened. Yung tanggap ka ng buong buo at walang halong pag iimbot. Yung walang pakialam basta ang alam nya MAHAL NA MAHAL ka nya. Ramdam mo yung effort nya. Ramdam mo yung kilig. This is the un-explainable feeling that I’m always saying. 

K. Agang aga nagdadrama. HAHA! Goodmorning! 

11:38AM on the clock. Sleepy head ~.~ 


Hindi dahil iniwan ka nya, sisirain mo na ang buhay at pagkatao mo.

Life goes on. You don’t need to stick on the past.. When you do it, instead you’re moving on, you’re moving off. Hindi lang sa kanya umiikot ang mundo, knowing the fact that he/she left you alone and still, you’re doing your best not to forget him/ her. Instead of doing it as motivation to be strong, you’re doing it as your motivation to be down. Wala ngang mangyayari sayo kung ganyan ka. Hindi ka makakabangon kung lagi mo syang inaalala. Pa minsan minsan kelangan talaga nating pakawalan ang taong inakala natin na para sa atin talaga. Minsan kasi ang plano natin ay iba sa plano ng Dyos para sa atin. Hindi porket iniwan ka nya magrerebelde ka. Tandaan mo, nandyan pa ang pamilya mo. Nandyan pa ang mga kaibigan mo na laging nandyan para madamayan ka at hindi ka iiwan. Sa una mararamdaman mo na pilay ka pero kapag bumangon ka hindi mo mapapansin na unti unti ka ng nakakalakad. Kung ayaw mong bigyan ang sarili mo ng dahilan para mag move on, wag mo na syang intayin pang gumawa ng dahilan para makapag move on kasi mas masakit yun. Kung alam mong TAPOS NA at WALA NA TALAGA. wag ka ng umasa. Kasi masasaktan ka lang. ACCEPTANCE is the first step on how to move on. You should accept the fact na wala na talaga sya at wala ka ng babalikan pa. Kapag ginawa mo ito, dire direcho ka na. Wag mo ng balikan ang nakaraan, mag focus ka sa KINABUKASAN :) 

(Source: carinapersempre)


If you leave someone at least tell them why, because knowing you’re not worth an explanation is even more painful than being abandoned.
nakatunog ata na sya ang pinariringgan ko :”“”“”»» mygaaahhhhddd!! :”“”»>
HAHAHA! 


CRUSH.

nakatunog ata na sya ang pinariringgan ko :”“”“”»» mygaaahhhhddd!! :”“”»>

HAHAHA! 

CRUSH.


It sounds like you’re suspecting me. Ugh. If I know everything why wouldn’t I tell it to my friend? I mean, I’m one of the reason why they met. I don’t have any intentions to keep any secrets from both side. I heard the same questions from any of them and i felt that you’re suspecting me and I just don’t want to speak out. NO. I really don’t know. Even if you ask questions from some of my friends. They also don’t know. I’m not bias. I’ll tell the truth if he speaks out. But NOTHING. If you’re just asking questions it’s okay. But repeating it many times? it seems that I’m a suspect from a crime that I don’t have any idea. So PLEASE. I don’t know you and you don’t know me either. Don’t pretend that we’re close and in fact, NO. 

It sounds like you’re suspecting me. Ugh. If I know everything why wouldn’t I tell it to my friend? I mean, I’m one of the reason why they met. I don’t have any intentions to keep any secrets from both side. I heard the same questions from any of them and i felt that you’re suspecting me and I just don’t want to speak out. NO. I really don’t know. Even if you ask questions from some of my friends. They also don’t know. I’m not bias. I’ll tell the truth if he speaks out. But NOTHING. If you’re just asking questions it’s okay. But repeating it many times? it seems that I’m a suspect from a crime that I don’t have any idea. So PLEASE. I don’t know you and you don’t know me either. Don’t pretend that we’re close and in fact, NO. 


SA AIRPORT kanina.

Ayun. Gora na si mama pabalik ng Italya. Hindi ako umiyak. Pinigil ko talaga luha ko. kasi pag nasimulan, hindi na ko titigil kakaiyak. Saka hindi ko na masyado inaalala happy moments namin, baka maluha lang ako. Saka na lang pag naka recover na ko totally. Yung kapag hindi na ko nalulungkot. 

Alam ko para samin din naman yun e. Kung bakit sya aalis. Pero minsan naisip ko, pwede naman dito na lang sya ah. Kung minsan tuloy hindi ko maiwasang magkumpara. Na, Bakit yung ibang pamilya sama sama sila dito sa Pilipinas, kahit walang nasa abroad masaya silang namumuhay, bakit kami hindi. Sabagay naintindihan ko din yung point na wala akong tatay. Pero siguro naman ngayon pwede na syang mag stay dito kasi naka graduate na si ate. Kumbaga ako na lang ang palalamunin. lol.  2 and a half year na lang naman ako e :( Kaya na yun. Si ate for sure tutulong yun sa pagpapatapos sakin. Masaya na sana kaming tatlo, magkakasama at walang inaalala. haay. Pero hindi talaga maiwasan ang salitang GOODBYE. 

Actually, papakita ko lang talaga yung dress na inorder ni mama para sakin e andami ko na agad nasabi na kadramahan. HAHA. 

Oh well. 

SA AIRPORT kanina.

Ayun. Gora na si mama pabalik ng Italya. Hindi ako umiyak. Pinigil ko talaga luha ko. kasi pag nasimulan, hindi na ko titigil kakaiyak. Saka hindi ko na masyado inaalala happy moments namin, baka maluha lang ako. Saka na lang pag naka recover na ko totally. Yung kapag hindi na ko nalulungkot. 

Alam ko para samin din naman yun e. Kung bakit sya aalis. Pero minsan naisip ko, pwede naman dito na lang sya ah. Kung minsan tuloy hindi ko maiwasang magkumpara. Na, Bakit yung ibang pamilya sama sama sila dito sa Pilipinas, kahit walang nasa abroad masaya silang namumuhay, bakit kami hindi. Sabagay naintindihan ko din yung point na wala akong tatay. Pero siguro naman ngayon pwede na syang mag stay dito kasi naka graduate na si ate. Kumbaga ako na lang ang palalamunin. lol.  2 and a half year na lang naman ako e :( Kaya na yun. Si ate for sure tutulong yun sa pagpapatapos sakin. Masaya na sana kaming tatlo, magkakasama at walang inaalala. haay. Pero hindi talaga maiwasan ang salitang GOODBYE. 

Actually, papakita ko lang talaga yung dress na inorder ni mama para sakin e andami ko na agad nasabi na kadramahan. HAHA. 

Oh well. 


Anonymous asked: define beauty in your own words.

Beauty? ahm. Beauty is not just on how to make up yourself, it’s not how you dress, it’s not how you decorate your hair, but it’s an attitude. If you know how to manage yourself, how to act as yourself and how to be kind to other, that’s what you called BEAUTY. :) 


@wanportri

Yas! Hindi ka naman panget ah. HAHAHAHAHA :P missyou :*
HAHAHA! :)) Hindi nga ac. alam ko hindi marunong magsinungaling :DD HAHA! imissyou more! :** 


Pinoy Famous Lies: Hindi ka naman panget ah

:p 


Day 8 - Dear crush

hi crush! 

Kahit busy ka sa lahat ng bagay at hindi mo na ko masyadong napapansin CRUSH NA cRUSH pa din kita. Ang gwapo mo kasi! <3 Madami na kong pinalagpas na pagkakataon na sana AKIN ka na. bwahah! (lande ko lang) pero hindi. Siguro, we’re not really meant for each other. Siguro naka tadhana talaga na HANGGANG CRUSH na lang kita. Alam ko namang busy ka sa studies at wala ka ng time sa GIRLS. Pero sana pag nagka time ka PANSININ MO NA KO HA. Text na tayo 24/7. Chat na tayo ng wagas. lol. How I wish. But I’m still hoping na ONE DAY maaalala mo pa din ako. (ambisyosa lang). Ayun. Lagi kang mag iingat ha. Andito lang ako lagi na magpapansin sayo. Kunwari GM pero ang totoo sayo ko lang sinesend. HAHA! Hindi pa din ako titigil sa pag SSTALK sa profile mo. You know?! Hindi kasi nakakasawa muka mo e. You’re so cute pa din :”» Kaya isang chat o text mo lang saken kinikilig na ko. What more pa kaya pag everyday, mahihimatay na ko nun. HAHA! :”» 

Crush, crush, crush. Y U NO HAVE CRUSH ON ME? xD loljk. Basta focus lang sa study kapag may lumandi sayong babae, paslang yun saken. :D HAHA. Ayun lang. I really like you! :”»

Patiently waiting,

YASMIN <3 


Ang babae talaga kahit hindi maganda basta maputi maganda na din!

kelangan ko na maGLUTA. HAHA! loljk. 


Anonymous asked: Have you done tumblrdatinggame(.)com yet?

Not yet :D 


Day 7 - Dear school

I’m badly missing you! Super. I miss my daily routine. Waking up early, Travelling for almost 1 and a half hour and your super HIGH tuition fee. LOL! 

Thank you so much because you act as a way not only to learn but to also to meet new friends. Kahit na nakakasawa araw araw pero pinipilit ko pa ding i absorb lahat ng lessons. I stopped but when I come back, I’ll assure that I’ll study harder. Kasi noon nagpabaya ako pero ngayon gagawin ko na lahat para makabawi. At isa pa, ang mahal ng tuition sayang kung hindi ako mag aaral ng mabuti. :D 

Namimiss ko na ang pag akyat sa 4th floor and take note without using elevator. ugh. Super ngalay e. Feeling ko magkaka muscles yung binti ko. HAHA. Nakakamiss na din yung mga guards na sinusundot lang yung bag. USELESS din e. Kaya kahit magdala ka ng deadly weapons hindi nila mano notice un. tss. Nakakamiss na din yung nagpupuyat ako para sa exam ( kahit minsan nakakatulugan ko din). Nakakamiss yung mga kalokohan ng mga kaklase. Yung tuksuhan, asaran, kulitan at kung anu anu pang kalokohan. Nakakamiss yung mga events. At isa pa nakakamiss din yung papasok ka kahit may bagyo -.- Wala kang patawad e. Holidays na lang ang inaasahan ko at excited ako kasi FOR SURE pahinga yun. Namimiss ko ang lahat lahat sayo. Anyway, 1 month na lang magkikita na tayo :) and i’m getting excited!! 

PLEASE BE GOOD TO ME this coming semester okay? 

(I’m talking to my school this college because for me IT’s THE BEST SCHOOL THAT I EVER HAVE) 

Sincerely yours,

YASMIN LORENZO<3


Day 6 - Dear Ex

THIS ONE IS FOR YOU GAGO! 

I don’t know what to say. LOL. Hindi ako makapag start ng ayos. Yung parang huhugutin ko pa sa laman loob ko yung sasabihin ko. 

I can’t believe that we are in this point now. Kanina lang we have lots of laughter, but now we have lots of tear. Or should I say ako lang? Well, NOON yun. NGAYON hindi na. I’m moving :) I realized that there are many things that are more important than you. I admit,I just wasted ALL MY TIME in you. REGRET? YES. Many regrets. Pero hindi dapat, because I knew that I’d loved you. BEFORE. At ganun naman talaga e. Love is not blind. It sees but it doesn’t mind. Kasi mahal mo. Lahat ng imperfections nya hindi mo makikita. But when it came to an end, AYUN. lahat na ng FLAWS sa kanya masasabi mo. And yes, ganun ako SAYO. Sometimes? hehe. And I’m sorry for that. Sorry for being immature. But don’t worry. NOW, I don’t care bout you. THANK YOU for all the lessons. You’d been part of my life and wherever I go I can’t erase you. Don’t worry, good memories remain and I’m trying to throw all those bad memories. And now, napapaltan na to ng SAYA. Pagpapatunay lang na HINDI KA PO KAWALAN :) Wala na kong masabi e. HAHA! 

Ayun lang. -.- Goodluck na lang sayo.

Ang niloko at pinaasa mo,

YASMIN <3 


Day 5- Dear Boyfriend

Hi baby!

I’m so lucky to be your girl. I will not forget those ‘kilig moments when you were saying “Can you be my girl?” Many people saw us. I don’t know what to say. I felt that tons of electricity flowed on my nerves and butterflies flew in my tummy. Baby you’re the best boyfriend that I ever have. Thank you for being such a great boyfriend and BESTFRIEND as well. Since we met, I knew you’re the one. The sparks in your eyes and your sweet smiles make me fall in love with you even harder. I can’t explain this feeling. I was not afraid to love you because I know that you will be responsible, kind and awesome BOYFRIEND in the whole world. Thank you for loving me this much. Though sometimes we have a lots of argument but I don’t care because I know in the end of the day we can fix the mess that we made. I’m not a perfect girlfriend. I have lot of flaws and imperfections but you treat me as your perfect princess. You always understand me. Ugh.I don’t know what to say. Words can’t explain how much how I love you. We may encounter many trials on our relationship but I swear I won’t give up on you. I’m sure you’ll do the same. There’s no perfect relationship but through these imperfections we can justify that we have our endless love. I won’t give up because I love you so much! No more. No less. You’re enough for me.

Baby, please let’s do our best for the success of our relationship. I want you to be the father of my children. I want to build my future together with you. I love you. I love you so much. I hope we can see each other soon. I love you my imaginary boyfriend. I’m always here waiting for you. For you, to become REAL. 

You loving Girlfriend,

Yasmin <3